I was thinking today and was listening to music or something and it came across my mind how odd I think I am. I've been called wierd many times before and of course everyone thinks they're wierd, but I will tell you why I personally think i am odd-Just for the Hell of it.

- I like seeing gay guys making out, or just kissing for that matter
- I like to put my makeup on the same exact way, and the same exact manner every single day
for almost a year
-I've had a number of boyfriends, but whenever things have gotten too close, I shut down,thinking
that nothing could ever be the same as it was with my first boyfriend-When I was 14 (who, after a
year and a half, broke up with me...without telling me)
-I don't have many friends, and I like it that way
-I'd rather chill at home watching a movie than go out to party, anyday
-I don't like really tall guys (I'm 5'4 and my preferance for a guy is 5'8, 5'11)
-Almost every single actor I think is gorgeous is really feminine looking (Hayden Christensen,
Jared Leto, etc.), but in reality could only picture myself going out with a slightly masculine-looking
guy
-Did I mention I really love gay guys? I thought more of James Dean After I found out he was
gay, but probably only because it was so rebellious for back then. Or Unaccepted.
-I swear I was a guy in a former life, I love fast and loud cars, I love to feel empowered and
strong, and you couldn't give me all the money in the world to wear pink
-Wow, from reading all i wrote, it sounds like I'm a lesbian or something. I'm not, trust me.
I love guys way too much for my own good. In fact, I fall in love way too easily and fall out of
love just as fast.
-I am SICK of super-sweet, nice guys. I mean, don't get me wrong, i love sweet
guys, but jesus, over the top super nice guys are irritating. And, for me atleast, they seem
to be very boring and not impulsive or exciting at all. Basing it off some past and unmentionable
boyfriends
-I wear the same jeans every single day, you can imagine how much washing I have to do. I also
haven't changed any of my jewelry in about a year.
-I love guys who dress emo-ish, even though I wouldn't date one.
-I hate cats (okay that's not so wierd. I think being obsessed with them is even wierder)
-99% of the time I'm self concious(which isn't so wierd considering I'm a girl, but anyway)
-I lie about my age all the time, not to get into bars and stuff, but because I usually get alongbetter
with older people and that's the only way they'll accept me
-I dont like anything in my house to be bright, my blinds haven't been opened in 4 months
-There's nothing sexier than a guy who has a great voice and good cologne on. I swear those things are irresistable.
-I still have pictures of my very first boyfriend in albums in my room, not because I'm crazy, but
because it's hard for me to let go of the past
-I think Peter Sarsgaard is really sexy: He has an awesome voice, quirky mannerisms, and
isn't afraid to get totally naked with another guy
- When a guy tells me he has had a girlfriend for over a month, I start feeling uncomfortable
around him and don't know how to act around him, If I was interested in him before.
-I used to be obsessed with slash fanfiction. Wow.
- I carry my makeup with me everywhere I go, no matter what
-I could watch one of those misting/fog machines for a long time. yayyy haha
-I don't really go for blonde guys (which isnt too wierd but okay)
-I hate guys with big noses/ears
-I used to buy spell books, but never tried any
-wow I can't believe I'm admitting this one-I think a guy's a lot hotter if he has a cool car
-When I hear someone likes rap, I instantly am sort of turned off
- I hate hip bones sticking out on girls, but love it on guys
-I hate when guys have skinny legs, and that's usually the case
-this isnt so wierd but ill put it anyway-I love guys with eyebrow piercings, but I hate when guys
have tongue piercings
- I have spent way too fucking long on this, and it's quite funny, or lame, or disturbing,
whichever way you look at it
-I don't mind the thought of cutting into skin, but hate, HATE needles! like heroin bob haha
-I hated Pulp Fiction and Kill Bill
- I Love the movie Kinsey
-Sometimes it takes me a second to remember how old I am because I don't feel my age
-Every one of my shirts is either black, or white. I have exactly 10 black shirts and 4 white shirts.
-I really like older guys, and some I am attracted to are, like, really older
-I haven't had a glass of water in a year
-I believe in astrology to a point, more than most people do
-For 6 months, last year, the only thing I'd listen to was Green Day. I still love them to death, but
now I listen to other bands, too.
-I never change the radio station, it's always on new rock 1073
-I've never lived in any place for more than 3 years in my life. I was born in Newport Beach, CA, traveled
around Mexico and Central America with my mom from 1-4, and from then have lived in
Washington state, Santa Ynez Valley, Santa Monica, Australia, and too many other places
to count
-My mom's my best friend
-I used to want to believe there were vampires
- I've bitten my nails since I was 9, the only way I'll stop is if I wear black nail polish
-I have a self-done tattoo on my arm
-I used to cut myself to take the pain off the bigger picture. Wow can't believe I wrote that,
but if you're insane enough to read down this far, then you're probably insane enough to
not think that's the strangest thing in the world. I don't do that anymore, anyway.
-I used to have to have my head covered by the blanket in order to go to sleep
-I like emotionally complex people
-I believe in ghosts
-I'm not sure I believe in everlasting love
-And I'd sure as hell like to believe in fate